happiness is just around you

I have a lot on my mind right now. actually, writing this post, im just making myself responsible to not playing my phone before sleep. im here trying to journaling, calm myself, be aware of what i have been thinking, whats on my mind today, what i feel, and sit with myself.

start from people, i learn that to always guard yourself and nurture the relationships that you have with others. i have a good relationship with my colleague. not too friendly but not too apart. i would say, "just enough" relationship. oh talking about work, actually right now i am looking for another job. but I've been procrastinating to update my resume. i have done it, yes, i am. it just i want to attach a few documents in there but every weekend i keep holding it off and it resulting me not applying any job vacancy in Jobstreet and i am still finding why am i procrastinating on it since i am the one who want to find another job.

and talking about another job, actually there is something on my mind lately but i feel like its too early for me to pursue it. i feel like i need to gain more experience first and having enough money first. sounds stupid, i know. i want to be a yoga teacher. (how does that sounds like?) well, i admit that this feels kinda too sudden. i have been practicing yoga for almost a year, and i have that dream, that visions, future of me that one day i will pursue a career as a yoga teacher. doing the things that i love while generate money of it, while having my ultimate goal of my lifetime, time and money freedom. gosh, imagining it now already gives me butterflies. i know that one day i would pursue it but i feel the time is not now. so back to corporate job-seeking.

all and all, i write more tomorrow. goodnight.

"its better to just start do it unperfectly rather than waiting for it to be perfect first"