Trap-ly Small

view from my bedroom

When I keep the same routine, everyday, keep going to the same places, home, office and around my house, I feel like the world is so small. I live at high condo. And I see the city from up above. And the feelings of being so small, not that wonderfully small, but trap-ly small, it like killing me slowly in me.. Its like i can feel something bad creep in into my soul and i couldnt do anything until i choose to go out and be out there..

But I am not out there..