Mood Diary

I’ve always felt things deeply—sometimes too deeply. Some days, the weight is unbearable. Other days, it’s just a quiet hum in the background. This is where I keep track of it all. The highs, the lows, the moments in between. Not for answers, not for clarity—just for the sake of being honest with myself.

Some of these entries are heavy. Some are light. But they are all real. Nothing here is polished, nothing is edited. Every word comes straight from my mind as it is—chaotic, raw, unfiltered. No rules for grammar, no right sentences, just thoughts as they spill out.

This is me, in moods and memories.

March

20th: "The Weight of Everything" – The weight settles in, exhaustion lingers, and everything feels a little too much.

21st : "From Zero to Almost Something" – A day that started at rock bottom, climbed a little, but still left me feeling stuck in the mess.

22nd : "A Day of A Small Joy" – Small moments that left a lasting warmth.

23rd : "Rearranging My Room, Rearranging My Mind" – Each movement uncovering a new corner of my mind.

24th : "Busy, Just Incredibly Busy" – Consumed by tasks, leaving little room for anything but exhaustion and quiet reflection

25th : "A Slow Start, A Decent End" – Started slow, ended empty, with exhaustion and frustration lingering in between.

27th : "Finding Myself Again, Piece by Piece" – A journey of rediscovering oneself, embracing vulnerability, and reclaiming passions and self-worth after past struggles.

31st : "Wandering Within While Waiting to Wander" – Missing travel, finding peace, and reconnecting while waiting for the next adventure.

April

2nd : "Pulled by Pages, Trapped by Fear" – A desire to escape, yet a fear of being lost.

3rd : "Drowning in Work, Searching for Air" – Battle between work pressure and emotional exhaustion, yearning for balance and relief.

7th : "Flowing Through the Quiet" – Quiet moments of life, letting go of perfection, and finding peace in simply being.

8th : "Living with Me" – Quiet struggles, growth, and the lessons of setting boundaries.

14th : "In the Quiet Struggle, I Find My Dream" – Tired, and deeply aware this isn’t it.

17th : "The Moment I Listened To My Body" – Listening to your body and finding humor in the mess of self-care.

19th : "I Grew Up. You Just Never Noticed" – I used to shrink myself to be loved. not anymore.

20th : "This Isn’t Sadness, It’s Something Deeper" – This isn’t for validation. this is for release.

23rd : "This Is the Time. Go." – Choosing myself, and a city that’s never known me.

24th : "Crashing After The Storm" – Tired, anxious, but still trying to hold myself together.

25th : "Still Here, Still Breathing" – Tired here, reaching there.